the post where i make an analogy to twilight (ew, i just threw up in my mouth)

this is getting ridiculous. i really really want it to be summer. i'm so restless. but not only that, in case you've never seen me in real life, fyi, i'm white. like really white. when i'm out in the sun for 3 hours a day i get pretty tan. but it's february. in my aerobics class, amidst all the sorority girls, i am the whitest one...always. because i don't want to promote skin cancer. and i hate that i am about to make this horrible analogy to books i can't stand and movies i laugh at, but with my really dark almost black hair i look like a cullen trying to fit into normal society. or snow white.

i have terrible timing. there is this boy who i have been trying desperately to avoid for a good 2 months now. for the most part i have been successful. which is impressive considering the fact he lives in the same apartment complex as me. but every once in a while he thwarts my sinister plans and shows up next to me on my way to school. these are always moments full of awkwardness and forced conversation.

when i am a choir director i will organize my students like it was in high school choir with SATB in sections next to each other...not in front of/behind each other. everyday in choir i get BLASTED out by the basses (well, just one) sitting behind me. i cannot hear myself. i cannot hear the alto next to me. and when we work on diction i want to whip out an umbrella so i don't get sprayed on by this person. plus, he's way immature and says stupid things. which i think is weird because he is married and has a kid. i refuse to put my future alto's through this same misery i am experiencing now.

last thing...i bought them as a treat replacement cause i think they're tasty, but be forewarned, fiber one bars totally work.

have you ever had to avoid someone or do you just face them and tell them how you really feel?

peace+love