Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts

17 June 2010

melancholy

not to put a downer on life {let's face it, it's a joy!}, but sometimes i'm melancholy. and right now i'm somewhat melancholy. you see, i'm leaving my beloved cedar city for a while to embark on another adventure elsewhere ('twill be further explained at a later date...plus i have no idea where yet)...when i moved here 10 short months ago i did not expect to love this place as deeply as i do. if you are ever considering a move and need all the reasons to move to cedar city i will convince you this is a fantastic place to call your home.

i have this giant tree with faces carved into the trunk that i climb to go ponder and write.
and just up the canyon from my tree is a small cove carved into the sandstone where i go to ponder some more (or have good conversations with friends).
the colors are vivid. black soil against green foliage against red sandstone.
the weather is always perfect as there is a small but constant northward breeze (why always that direction? i have no idea).
i fall asleep at night to a symphony of crickets and wake up only to hear birds chirping outside my window. there are so many birds in cedar. big, beautiful birds. and in the summertime-bats everywhere at night.
cedar canyon is easily one of the most beautiful and surprisingly diverse places i have ever seen. crystal blue lakes surrounded by aspen groves next to lava fields.
and lets not forget cedar city's proximity to my home away from home, zion national park. a majestic sight everyone should see in this life.
then there's the lifestyle. the benefits of being in a city (with the exception of the severe lack of a music scene) with the perks of living in a small town. the pastry pub, the shakespearean festival (which comes with the most delicious raspberry tarts you'll ever taste), utah summer games, and last night we even had a senate candidates' debate. if you like hiking, camping, climbing, cycling, swimming, walking, reading, pretty much anything-ing, there's plenty of it to go around. especially hiking {but maybe that's just cause i'm biased}.
and the people. that means you, my bosom cedar friends. the people i've met and the memories i've made in the last 10 months have influenced my life in some small {or large} way that has made me a better person--or at least made me want to be a better person. genuine, high quality people. plus in the summer there are tons of tourists and i love tourists.

it's true, folks, cedar city {almost} has it all. {all we're missing is the ocean} my heart will break as i say goodbye, but not to worry....i'll be back before too long.
peace+love

14 February 2010

elementary love

my love life was more exciting 9 years ago on this day (not to mention i was way more committed then, seeing as i liked the same boy for 2 years), so here is the Valentine's Day entry from the infamous 5th/6th grade journal:
"I am so happy. Colton likes me and the reason why I know is Whitney was being nice at our game, Sami was too & Sami told me that somebody said Colton gave me a Valentine. That's not true. Then she said all the 5th graders are saying that he likes me. Then Whitney hadnt heard Sami talking to me and she said I know somebody that likes you and I said who, she said Colton and I said ya Sami told me all about it.
I didnt flirt with boys at the ballet. We had to wait longer for the ballet to start then watch the ballet. The ballet was short but waiting was long."

what is your favorite valentine's day memory from elementary school?
peace+love

07 October 2009

sorry, scott

i realized it's been a while since i entertained you with a journal entry from 5th grade...

February 19, 2000
"You want to know what really makes me mad? Most of the things my brother does."

don't worry, our relationship has come a long way since then
peace+love

17 September 2009

for my posterity

i realize i haven't done a journal entry in a while, but be forewarned, this one takes a bit of thought...
March 24th, 2001
"Today we went shopping and got shoes. Actually sandals. We went to Top Hat to rent movies. I just remembered we were supposed to have carrot stew for dinner, but we forgot and we had spaggetio's. This lady parked in our driveway cause she thought nobody lived here cause we haven't landscaped. So my mom couldnt get the truck out to pick up Kerri and me from my grampas from jumping on the trampoline."

oh the drama
peace+love

19 August 2009

having been "together" for 3 weeks...

...here's how i was feeling
June 12, 2001
"Colton (with hearts all around it) is a freakin' babe! I luv his freakin' guts! He is such a Hotty! I was on MSN w/him and his mom came home and I kept on writing 'luv ya' and he told me 2 stop cause his mom came in! It was funny! I luv him soooooooooo much!
I luv Colton He is a freakin' babe
he is 1 hot stud
he is the hottest hotty
he is soooo hot
he is fraking nice
he is freaking funny
I luv his freakin' guts!"i like to think i'm not quite this crazy over boys nowadays...
p.s. luv = a heart
peace+love
peace+love

13 August 2009

oh the drama

February 13, 2001
"Im really mad cause I cant find the pen I always use. I called Colton and his mom answered and I said is Colton their. She said ya just second. So she got him he said hello and just sat there then he said it again and hung up. I was too scared to talk. A while later I had Kerri call. I told her to ask if the roumors I heard about that he liked me were true. He said yes so I took the phone and we talked for 10 min."

...legit
peace+love

22 July 2009

i'm so vain

April 25, 2001

"Colton is my lover! He is a friekin' babe! Totally! He was flirting with me 2 days ago in math. He's like I got 64% I'm like so did I. Then at the exact same time were like I couldnt get the shapes! Then he just started flirting away!!!!"

...ya, spelling errors and all

...the "lovers" 6 years later

peace+love

14 April 2009

back by popular demand...

September 14, 2000 

"My life has changed so much in the past 3 months.  I'm in 6th grade now.  I don't have a crush on Colton Smith anymore."

peace+love

05 April 2009

...i've always been a deep thinker..

today i was reading my journal from 5th and 6th grade....

February 19, 2000:
"If you cant drink and drive then why are we aloud to drink? If you cant hunt out of season then why are you aloud to hunt? If we are a free countrey than why aren't we aloud to go to our friends house unless our rooms are clean?"

....this world doesn't get much deeper than that
peace+love